Thinking.

I want to fall in love. Not lust, that happens all to often. But real love. I want to find a person that i will wait a million years to say i love you to if i have to. A person that makes me weak and strong at the same time. Someone who has flaws that i love as well as they're good qualities. I'm around happy couples far too much. Happy couples like my parents who are reaching they're 26th year of marriage and like my brother and sister in law, who are reaching they're 2nd year of marriage. Even when things are hard they're happy. I wish i could say for sure i will find someone to be happy with, but even though i see them happy, i have friends that are not so happy. Some divorce times and again, and never find what they want. Others stay together but are miserable. I would rather be alone forever than be like some of my friends. The pain and hatred i see in them is too harsh. I'm much too fragile for that.